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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Sevendust - Never

These emotions, bubbling up inside me. I dont want to face them.
Feelings of regret & uncertainty,  what have I done? Did I do the right thing?
What if? What will the future bring?
I miss you, I miss your touch, your smile, your laugh, right now so much.
This place feels so lonely, I miss your company.
I hope this feeling is only temporary...... I know if we are meant to be, we'll be brought back together eventually.
This feeling of freedom, it comes with a price..... part of me wishes to still be together..... but I remember how unhappy I was, & how frustrated and emotionless I made you and pushed you away further.
Two completely different energies.... I didn't know how to be with yours anymore..... feeling like I was sinking, deeper & deeper into the floor.
I know it was part my fault, I could have been there for you more, helped both our hearts grow bigger wings & soar.
I feel sick when I think of specific days I wasn't there for you, let you down, how much disappointment & hurt you felt. I wish I could go back and do it over.
But the past is the past.... I hope that by remaining friends I can try make up for those times I wasn't there. Hope I can make our future last to share. You were & are a large part of my life. You'll always be in my heart & I'll forever care.... xo


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I've had this account for AGES, and I've phoenixed it..... so soon when I have time, I should be posting my new travel photos, and hopefully better photos as I'll be taking up photography next year, and learning a lot more :) I'm gradually getting back into my writing as well..... at the moment its my outlet for what I'm going through. I'm hoping it will become more positive as time goes on ^^

Current Residence: Kelmscott/Perth.... Western Australia
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Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: iTunes
Wallpaper of choice: whatever's current
Favourite cartoon character: peter pan!
Personal Quote: live intensely, love intensely ---- life's too short to be unhappy. to have magical bodies, we must have magical minds. dancing to my own beat

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Teakster Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2012  Professional General Artist

Thanks for the fav! :glomp:

It's a huge honour that you liked my work and thank you for supporting it my friend! :hug:

Let me treat you to a BIG bowl of ice-cream with some hot chocolate sauce! :la:
strryeyedreamr27 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for adding :pointr: [link] to your favs! It was a while back, but still wanted to say thanks! Really appreciate it! :hug:
schelly Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2012  Professional Photographer
Thank you :smooch:
AddisonGrey Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2012
Thanks for the fave.
manar1 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012
:iconthankyoujump::iconthankyoujump1::iconthankyoujump2:I'm glade you like my work :iconsmilieplz:

luthien27 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
thank you for all the favs and the watch :) really appreciate it! xo
fireyfaerie28 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
no problem! i love your work, so very very talented :)
JorgeMA Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Yay, thanks for fav-ing some of my stuff :airborne:
fireyfaerie28 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
but of course you beautiful thing... you really have come so far ;)
bgfilly Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2009
Thanks for the Fave!
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